2020 Birthday

From 2020 Final Journal 1
Prompt #234: (08/22/2020) 20th Birthday

Underwater: Write about sea creatures and under water life. What’s under the surface of the

ocean? What adventures might be waiting?

I feel like shit. I fucking cried way too many times. I just want to die.

Future Biraj (04/14/2025) here: These 4 prompts showcase my descent into deep depression

and wanting to die. I felt like a failure despite having solid grades and doing extracurriculars. I

never satisfied that Nepali side of myself in my parents’ views. That feeling made me start

reconsidering whether it’s worth living.